Well, if you have watched any of the TV shows ever or if you watch TV frequently then you must know about the early show hosted by Salman Khan i.e. Big Boss, which is supposed to bring the careers of some artists back on to the track.In 13th season, Rashami Desai was one of the most popular contestants in the show and her journey in the show was quite controversial with Siddharth Shukla which was indeed one of the biggest highlights of the whole season.Well, Rashami did became not good but best friends with another contestant i.e. DevoleenaBhattacharjee. Rashami said that Devoleena is probably the best gift she has got from the show and she further said that Devoleena has become an important and part of her life and she said that Devoleena is one of the persons to whom she can share every single thing without any barriers.Talking about her depression phase Rashami Also added- "I was into deep depression almost for four years and I really wanted to leave the life. I did not want to see anybody’s face. You know when you expect something and get something else and life will give you surprises in many ways and when you are not ready to lead the reality, you somehow find it difficult."The shocking entry and exit of Arhan Khan would also have affected her but as per an interview with Hindustan Times where she was asked about her past depression phase and whether it was due to Arhan, she said- "No, it was not during the time for sure. I would not like to disclose that (the time she faced depression). Also, to blame someone is not correct; you must understand your own worth. You can’t blame other people. You expect a lot from the people and you can’t take it when they are not fulfilled. Maybe you were immature to understand, or you did not have the courage to say the right things or make the right choices."